Famous

Sometimes, I just get this fleeting desire to be famous.  I also sometimes get a fleeting desire to eat Twizzlers which I normally hate.  But I didn't really think I could write a whole blog about Twizzlers.  Maybe I could... Maybe I will make that happen.  Do you want me to?  Good thing I can't hear your response or else you might tell me no and then I wouldn't be able to.  Any-who, I have this fleeting desire to be famous.  And by fleeting, I mean it started in the first grade and is still going.  You see, when I was just a young, extremely awkward looking, very shy, yet way more confident than I had reason to be 1st grader, I wanted to be a singer.  I wanted to get up on stage and belt out the jams.  At this age the "jams" were all oldies tunes because I was too young to have radio control in the mini-van.  But despite my strange knowledge of songs dating before my birth, I wanted to be a singer.  Of course, I then saw the movie Selena and thought all singers were killed so I stopped having that dream, but it came back to me later on in life.  I still want that dream.  My pure lack of real singing talent prevents this of course, although it doesn't stop me from singing literally all the time.  I am sort of like one of those cards that plays music.  Every time my mouth is open, I am singing.  And it is normally the same few songs over and over.  None of this is important.  What is important is that for some strange reason, I have this secret (except for now it is on the internet so it will never go away ever).  I secretly just want to be famous.  This is usually ignited when I see a good movie with an especially attractive male lead.  But nevertheless, it is true.  Maybe that is why I have this blog.  Its like my little slice of fame except for the fact that basically only my family members or close family friends read it.  I like to just ignore that idea and pretend I have celebrity followers like Zac Efron or Chase Crawford who read this blog and think "Wow.  What a unique, witty, beautiful, inspiring, hilarious, amazing woman.  I think I want to marry her."  This is my dream, ok?  So just play along.  And also, I would really like some Twizzlers.